Monday, December 29, 2008
Recently I have been neglecting friends because I am addicted to Wolfteam, a game similar to Counter-Strike and Half-Life. I felt so bad when they told me I didn't spend enough time chatting with them and that they missed me. HAHA! I feel so important for once because I thought no one really cares about me. If I have a choice I would never want to download Wolfteam.
So, Adrian, Benny, Collin & Hyde, let's play together!
Okay. This sound very wrong, but heck! Let's trash each other's asses!
Today, I went IKEA with my mum and Collin! I remembered whenever my friends asked me out on Weekends, my excuse would be, "You don't know Weekends is Family Day meh?" and look at what I have done! So, Collin, are you feeling honoured?
[P/S: Collin managed to finish the 15 Swedish Meatballs on his own. SUPER PRO RIGHT! Got hangover already and still appetite so good. HAHA!]
2:24 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Readers have been complaining I haven't been blogging but I couldn't think of anything to talk about. Truthfully, I have no excuse for not posting regularly. I spent my weekend playing Gunbound, Well, this game has improved GREATLY. Basically, nothing has changed, but there has been a major update concerning new maps, mobiles and there's also a brand-new layout. I supposed I am addicted to the game once again but then it can be quite annoying sometimes because it tends to freeze but thankfully it doesn't happen often. Anyway I had to create a new account because Hyde had a rank way too low to join the zone I'm playing in. NOOB!!
Seriously I think I can play better than him, I won most of the rounds and when he wins, I would be so sarcastic; 'AI SEH! RARE SCENE!'I have been talking to Hyde while Gunbound-ing with him till 6plus in the morning today! He have a super foul-mouth, whenever he missed the target he would go, ' NB! ' KNN! ' CCB! ' FUCK ' LJ! ' etc. Super vulgar and violent lor! The only vulgar phrase I would say will be probably , FUCK only. HAHA! Relac dude! Don't be so aggressive..
Anyway, Hyde keep asking me to play CS when I don't even have the CD and CD Key or whatever you call them.
Here's our conversation! Absolutely Hilarious.(That's only when you know who we were talking about.)Hyderis: go away.. SHOO!
Me: fine lo...
Hyderis: FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe
Me: sad........... lol
Hyderis: lol bruff
Hyderis: i also not sam
Hyderis: sad for wat
Me: WTF.
Me: you not Sam
Me: i cannot sad ah?
Hyderis: yar lor cannottt
Hyderis: cos i not specieR
Hyderis: SPECIER
Hyderis: ROFL!!!!!!!!
Hyderis: but its ok
Hyderis: HENG I NOT SAM AH!
Me: WTF
Me: LETS PLAY
Hyderis: play with me CS
Me: U NOT SAM
Hyderis: huRR?
Hyderis: play cs must be sam meh
Me: u ask me play CS with u ma
Me: but u not sam
Me: TOO BAD LOR.. HAHAHA
Hyderis: har?
Hyderis: how come CS also must be sam
Hyderis: i dnt get it
Me: u not sam.... i mai play u
Me: I MEAN I MAI* PLAY WITH U
Hyderis: ohhh
Hyderis: ok now right
Hyderis: u go in GB
Hyderis: delete me from your friendlist
Me: .................
Me: I KIDDING LA
Hyderis: if u have cs hor
Hyderis: i will paly with u everyday leh
Hyderis: play until u vomit blood
Me: OMG
Hyderis: u HAPPY i say that right
Me: ABIT LOR, BUT FIRST I HAVE TO BLUFFF MYSELF
Me: THAT U ARE SAM FIRST
Hyderis: FARK U!
I'm sick of all my friends with endless problem. NA BEI~ Everyone is constently keep asking me for advice as if I know everything. Please don't seek for my help if you have any problem regarding your relationship especially when you're a homosexual. I have nothing against people with abnormal relationships but what's the point of asking me for advice when you don't even bother to change or listen and think you're still right?Tom* says:
going to bed, or sex, for that matter, is just normal..
Tom says:
for me, all i need to be attracted to the person im going to bed with..
Tom says:
not really in love with him or nurture any deep feelings for him / her
Tom says:
besides, we are guys..
Tom says:
when we go to bed, we dont really loose anything..
Tom says:
i think your mindset is.. if you go to bed and have sex, it is something that you possess, and doing it makes you loose "that"..
Tom says:
you know what i mean?
All I can say is being a Gay isn't easy. I would say if you were to just ask someone who's gay in the late 30s whether he remember how many people he had slept with, I bet they can't remember. There is the way gay life should be.Gay is full of lies and illusions.Matt* says:
sometimes u just wanna go to bed with that person
Matt says:
thats all
Matt says:
u dun wish to commit with him
Matt says:
u just wan to have sex with each other
Matt says:
becos both of them find each other attractive
Matt says:
so it's a win-win situation
Matt says:
nobody lose anythingYou show the most glamorous part, to conceal your imperfection.* Names have been changed to protect their identities.
On the other hand, Hyde said something about me, which I find it quite true. But.. yeah.. it's not something I should be proud of.
' I just feel like if your guy not shuai enough or good enough, u will lose interest very fast then fk care him. sorry la but tts what i think man. i dont think u very loyal de !!!!! 'Ouch! Turth hurts. I don't want to lie.
Being hetrosexual isn't easy either.
Jay* says: Even if you can find someone you like, to like you back, there's no such thing as Everlasting love or Trust.
WAH LAO. Why is everyone so emo when it comes to love? LOL!
I hate people who make use of me or ask me stupid questions and lastly, people who force me to do things I hate or don't want to. Seriously, I don't really care what you think of my voice; if you think it's nice, I'll take it as a compliment but if you start to irrtate me by asking me to join a band or sing ever now and then, I would trash your ass if I am given the chance to do so, because if I were to join a Band, I would like to be the drummer! But that's when I can find someone as good looking as Jun to teach me. So, I hope Santa can give me a drum kit + Jun! Haha! And for people who make use of me, you can jolly well fuck off. Where were you when I needed a simple favor? Stop asking me stupid questions for god's sake! What's the damn google for? Google the shit you want there and not on my chat window! I don't work in an Information counter, you fucker!So, I might stop blogging for awhile, since I'm sick for the past few days. I keep having a spinning headace every now and then, and I take 1 meal per day because I wasn't even feeling hungry. Now, I've lost 3 KGs. Sighs~ Guess I should rest more. I would say, I will rather play Gunbound than come online to blog.
Bought this EP from Christine. I'm still waiting for Hanson to get it signed first. I find Billy quite good-looking tho. I still prefer realistic people like, SAM.
Me: I prefer SAM!
Hyderis: Actually Kunio is a very nice guy la..
HELLO?! I NEVER SAY KUNIO ISN'T NICE. I WAS JUST SAYING I PREFER SAM! HAHA!
Yummy!
Handsome??!
11:13 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
I'm back from Taiwan for quite some time already but I'm still feeling quite exhausted, maybe because I've been dealing with some people I don't want to. Recently I get so irritated easily that I feel like ripping my heart out and think I might as well die so I don't have to entertain these people. Everyone seem to be very clingy and demanding ever since I came back from my trip. I told them I didn't want to go out and their reaction was like, "ROX! YOU HAVE CHANGED." etc. The problem is, HELLO?! I JUST FUCKING CAME BACK FROM TAIWAN. I DIDN'T WANT TO WASTE ANY MORE MONEY GOING OUT! I guess no one really understands me well enough to judge me and I guess no one knows me better than I do. So, SHUT THE FUCK UP!
I'm not a shallow person. I treat everyone the same; I don't fucking care if you're good-looking or not. If you're irritating, you're an ass! I tried to be nice to you but you take me for granted and ponder too much. Now I don't give a shit about what you think about me; it's either you take it or leave it. I judge people by first impression and it's not about looks but about appearance and body language. What you do or wear can reflect on your personality. So the key to leaving a good impression is to present yourself appropriately.
I am very obsessed with this band called Dreamedge. I'm so in love with Caleb, Kel and Sam!
I reckon Misaki's wearing the necklace Gracey gave him 2 years ago. SO SWEET RIGHT? HAHA! LMAO!
Last week, Manfred and I went to Bugis and we saw Sylvester Sim's album selling at the price of SGD1.00! Seriously it's dirt cheap so I bought 2 because I had a SGD2 note was too lazy to wait for the cashier to give me back my change. Manfred reckon the guy at the cashier looks like Nakata. HAHA!
Anyway, back to the topic. Manfred said, 'You imagine lar, you spend so much time to compose your songs and get every shit done, then now your album SGD1 nia..' Immediately I corrected him by saying, 'Please lor, it’s not composing. HE STOLE THE SONGS!' Then we started laughing loudly.
By the way, I'm not a fan of SLY. I bought the albums because I liked one of the songs.
Manfred and I went to this HK Cafe at Bugis Street for dinner. I paid SGD7.80 for the Sandwich. Quite costly but trust me, it's worth it!
Recently I'm very, very, very obsessed with people with lip piercings so I asked Davin and Kenn for more information. When I asked Kenn if they provide a 'service' to numb the lip before piercing and he was like, 'Got spray something. If not they use pure needle to poke through your mouth meh? Siao bo?' HAHA! Super cute right? But ALL the clips I watched in Youtube didn't 'spray' anything before piercing. And, Kenn piecred his lips for SGD30 bucks only! Is that why his lips was infected after piercing? OOOPS! I NEVER SAY ANYTHING AH. But, yeah.. Kenn is so damn fucking eye-candy with the lip piercing la!
Everyone has been saying, "You're only young once, GO FOR IT." I KNOW, but I have a phobia when I think of the infection if I get unlucky. Maybe I should grow some balls and get it done ASAP before I start to age. I don't know if I should really go for it because I'm already 22! I don't think the piercing will stay long with me. And lastly, it cost quite a penny! Kateshi told me to get it done in his sis's shop at Bugis though. BUT.. HAIZzz......
Kateshi just pierced his lip yesterday. SO DAMN COOOL!!
KENN IS LOVE!
Malaysia will be launching its very own version SuperBand soon, but it would be called Ultimate Power Group. Hopefully there won't be any Visual Kei wannabe bands but who says I'm watching! HAHA! Okok.. I might watch it since I love to bio guys so much.
I don't think Blacklace is joining because they are ALL under-aged! (I guess?) HAHA! OMFG!
JenH made me so emo recently. He has been telling so many stuff about love issues and we said if anyone were to say they would love us FOREVER, we should dump the person straight away. HAHA!
Have you ever fallen in love for someone that you shouldn't?
Bought this album at Admiralty Cash Converter a few weeks ago.
'I LOVE SAM!'
PugJelly says: Sam loves you too.HAHA! SUPER LAME!
Just passed one pack to Neo yesterday, I'm left with 3! Sob~ Sob~ Anyway, don't you find it bad when I offer people ciggs because it's like I'm encouraging them to smoke? HAHA.
I LIKE GUYS WITH BLACK EMO HAIR. AHHH..
Lastly, I bet everyone is more concerned about my Taiwan trip. So yeah, photos will be uploaded soon. All I can say is it's a waste I didn't get to catch up with JenH because he is such an eye-candy! OKOK! I KNOW I SAID I'M NOT SHALLOW BUT WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS, JEN IS SUPER HANDSOME. Anyway, my main purpose is to shop till I drop and sadly it didn't happen. All I got in return was just some blisters, blue-black and bleeding on my legs due to the endless walking I had. Well, but I enjoyed myself, A LOT.
4:35 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say. And yet, because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean. And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted.Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.
2:47 AM
Friday, December 05, 2008
SUPER SHAG!
Just came back from Shi Lin Night Market.
1:02 AM
Thursday, December 04, 2008
I'm blogging from Taipei, King Shi Hotel! Everything's so fucking awesome down here! Hopefully I can get my lip pierced asap! I WANT TO BUY LOTS OF LIP RINGS & STUDS!
BYE FOR NOW, FOR I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO. LOL!
12:12 AM
